Here I am, feeling like the word mom ever, I don’t know what to do with my 19 month old toddler who may be or maybe not has aspergers. He doesn’t eat, only drinks, does even look when he’s called, doesn’t talk, tantrums when I don’t let him do dangerous stuff and today I’m so tired of him and I feel like the worst mom for it because I love him to death. I can’t talk to my family because for them I’m the strongest one, I can do it all, I can conquer all. I’m the one with my shit together and I’m drowning as my husband keeps his feelings and thoughts for himself.

I just needed to vent.