so, i was broken up with 8 months ago. and just the other night at like 1:30am i decided to contact my ex. i texted him saying “i kind of miss you” and he asked if i was being serious? and i said yeah and he told me he had been thinking about everything. and i got my hopes up and so we continued to casually talk until 6:30am when he was like wait. what are we doing? what’s happening? and he began apologizing and said he was being dumb, and he blanked out, and he didn’t know why he got like that. and that broke my heart all over again. i got my hopes up.. thinking maybe he’d consider us to be an us again.. of course i knew better.. but i chose to ignore it. it felt like old times, and it made me so happy. now it’s gone all over again. and idk how to handle this pain all over again. it hurts so much. if i don’t contact him anymore, and block him.. how do i go about getting over him? i don’t really have friends to hangout with where i live either.. and i don’t want to feel so alone anymore.