I know this isn't a big deal to other people but it is to me. Today. I found out I'm 119.5 pounds whereas two days ago I was 120.7 pounds. Before all this losing weight thing I was 130-135 pounds wearing a size 6/7 clothing, I am dealing with health issues that meant changing my diet. Lately I've been trying to put on weight but it seems like I'm losing it instead. They say it's a healthy weight yet I don't feel like it is. I need help!!!

I don't want to be a skinny bitch, I miss having an hourglass shape and my hips...I used to hate it before because I was called fat and now I miss everything that I've lost