So I get a call from my doctor and she states she needs me to come in to discuss my results. Normally she just tells me over the phone since I live about 45 minutes away and it was snowing. I knew there was something wrong. I get there and she tells me that my AFP levels were high and I tested positive for spinal bifida or other neural tube disorders. At this point I am scared shitless. I have already been on bedrest because of a large SCH that started at 14 weeks. What else can go wrong?! I am an emotional wreck. Level 2 ultrasound scheduled for Monday morning. My husband has been my rock and biggest support. I don't know how to feel or what to do. I dont want there to be issues with my little boy. I will love him regardless but this is why I have always chose not to get the quad screening. Unnecessary, torment and stress. 😭😭😭