So even though my baby is due in April we hadn't started buying things. So today was my boiling point and I feel so lighter. Ok so for the last week everytime I would go down my mom we would plan a day to go shopping for my child. Every time something comes up everyone else child here or not here comes before me and mine. Im the last to say something so I just sit back amd wait. Now today we made plans for me to come down her house last night and spend the night and come back to town today to get it done. So when i come down to her house she goes in her room and lock up as if she didn't invite me. I just go to the other room and shut the door. Then her husband tells me to sleep on a blow up mattress that's not pumped up. 7 months pregnant bitch please. She'll tell me when he leave come get in her bed and go to sleep. So this morning we get up go to her doctors appointment and get into it because i don't care what I eat. She decided she wants to eat so I sit in the restaurant and decided to host my baby shower at golden corral.(last minute) So they room was booked and only room left was a room that was half booked. So I cried because my baby couldn't have his OWN PARTY. And it took me back to her half ass my gender reveal. Or when she told me don't start getting the baby stiff early while I was working. So I cried harder. Then she got offended I didn't want my baby to share his day. So we decided to look for him somethings in second hand store. She spent time finding my niece something while I'm looking. Then we decided to try another store. She decide to go find my brother some outfits instead of my baby. I kept my cool and went on looking for my baby things. Then we took a break. And decided to try one more store again i ask her if she planned to help me. Now she offend and like we got plenty of time to find your baby something. So she was taking me home. I told her its not fair my child was last because she had favorites. He hasnt done anything I just want him to have the same thing everyone else has. You planned a baby shower for my brother girlfriend two kids. Then you took a trip to Savannah to go shopping and pick up clothes for my other brother 2 kids. So now im asking you don't want to or try. I cry all the home. She waited around to show my brother his things.

Then she wanted to talk I told her I don't wont my baby to be last even thought she got favors. She said that was not her intentions and apologized. So we went to another store she wanted to buy a lot of stuff and got offended I put the stuff back. She told me she going to put him a bag together. Now she's acting different with a better attitude. And is planning me a real baby shower.

She told me she would be in the delivery room but I'll decide that when time get closer.