I’m 17 and I lost my virginity last week it was my only time having sex we used a condom but it slipped. My period came a few days later like it was supposed to but I’m still so terrified. I’m so stupid the only reason why I had sex was too feel some emotion or something cause I’ve been so sad for months and I did but not the type I was looking for. The guy I had sex with was a guy I talked to months ago and recently talked again and he didn’t know I was a virgin, it was a casual hook up.im completely alone I found a website to get abortion pills online but I don’t have anyone that can receive it since you need to show your ID so that it matches the name on the package and I can’t receive it cus I go to school. I havnt took a test but I’m so scared I lost my appetite and havnt been able to sleep. I got extemely drunk on Saturday cus my stress i have also started to self harm and thought about killing myself. I can’t have the baby if I am but I live in Texas and you have to be 18 to get one without anyone knowing. I will take a test on Friday.if I am I’m so fucked. I NEEDED TO RANT

I also had white discharge day before I had sex and I read that can mean you already ovulated ?