ive known this guy basically my whole life. eighth grade (two years ago) was when he started to get feelings for me. i’m currently a sophomore. i’ve rejected him many times, but i think i’ve always liked him. i’m comfortable with him. he’s super kind. he’s comforting. he actually makes me happy. nobody’s ever really liked me the way he does and i don’t know if i genuinely like him or the attention. however, it could be both?? maybe, maybe not. im not sure. i just don’t want to label it because when there’s labels, it feels more like a job. also, i’ve always tried repressing my feelings because of what everyone else was saying. because he talks to a lot of girls while he’s single and always seemed desperate for a relationship. with me he just seems genuine??? idk. idk how i feel lolll i hate everything.

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also i dont be so want a committed relationship rn but he’s making me reconsider. I DONT KNOW. i guess we’ll see.