Confused! FML

Chrisean

I really miss my ex. Like day and night he’s always on my mind. We’ve been broken up for 2 weeks and it’s been the longest 2 weeks of my life. We broke up because I have a problem with acting off emotion. I didn’t know how horrible it really was until I recently witnessed my friend doing it to her boyfriend. All I could think while she was nagging and spazzing was WOW I really use to do that. When I’m mad and/or my feelings are hurt I always act/react and end up regretting it. I guess he just had enough of it. I really regret pushing him away and I miss everything about him.. words of advice?