I can't do this

*UPDATE*

I heard back from the doctor, my level went from 5000 to 11000 in a week, they aren't happy with that number, at this point they expected it to double at least twice. I go for another ultrasound on the 31st, but the doctor isn't very optimistic. I am not spotting right now, but with my numbers and not finding a heart beat yesterday they are pretty sure it's going to end with a miscarriage 😭 I'm so heartbroken right now.

Just left triage, went in for spotting, I'm 6 weeks 5 days. They did an ultrasound and couldn't find any heart movement. They are running blood work to check my levels and getting back to me tomorrow. I'm so scared 😭