I don’t want my dad to know where I live
I want my future home to be a place where I feel safe and where I can go to relax, and grow into a better person. My dad has always made me feel either very uncomfortable or at times, unsafe. He can be violent, and is prone to anger outbursts. Just seeing his stupid face brings out so much hatred in me. He lied to me about my mom several times. My parents don’t have a bedroom doorknob because he got so angry at my mom that he broke it off once. When I was a kid, he broke my favorite mug because he threw it at her. (It hit the wall, instead of her thank goodness). He would purposely make me cry and then laugh at me and tell me I was too sensitive. He’s called my mom stupid, a bitch and a cunt multiple times in front of me. When I was very young, I still remember crying to the point of almost making myself sick because he would threaten to leave. He packed his bags and everything. (After making sure he broke one of my mom’s possessions on purpose). He’s told me that I don’t matter on 2 different occasions. He told me that he hated me when I was 3 years old. Another time, we were playing a memory game when i was about 4 and I won, so he got angry and flipped the tray table over and told me to clean it up. I didn’t understand what I did to make him so angry.
So no, I don’t want this toxic, manipulative, violent, sickening person to know where I live. I don’t want him to come find me. I want my home to be a place of peace, and healing. Why doesn’t my mom understand this? ☹️
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