I’m hurt..

Maybe i’m overreacting.

I’ve been w. my boyfriend for a year in February.

Back story: Sometime over the summer, he left his apple watch at my house, & it kept going off; so me being the nosey bitch I am... I went through it.

Well, this one number kept coming up, that wasn’t saved.. & in the messages she was basically asking him if he ever got checked for any STDs, because after they had sex, she found out she had chlamydia . (Before he met me)

he told her he did, & he didn’t have it blah blah blah.

I asked him about it & he said he never actually got tested, but didn’t have any symptoms...

This is where I fucked up.

I ignored it.

I didn’t get tested.

Fast forward, ALMOST A YEAR OF SLEEPING WITH THIS MAN, & he finds out

HE HAS IT.

a

whole

year

later.

So, I go tomorrow to be tested, & i’m literally so pissed at myself. & at him.

How could I have been so stupid .