Due today!

Ch

Today is my due date, and I’m trying so hard to not read into anything but I’m going crazy! The doctor told me I’m ready to have this baby any day now. He rated me a 9+ (whatever that means) with being 2cm Dilated and 80%effaced yesterday. All day I’ve been having off an on cramps and aches in my abdomen and back all day! Now I just lost yet another chunk of my mucus plug, but I’ve never had any blood at all. I’ve never really felt Braxton-Hicks and I’m a FTM. Im driving myself crazy trying not to read into ever twinge or ache but it’s so difficult! 😔😭