Help!

Jenny

So I've had quite a few complications during this pregnancy but this is the worst. I went tl L&D Friday because I was having difficulty peeing, and I was having a lot of pain. Turns out my right kidney was obstructed and causing all the pain. So I had emergency surgery on my kidney to place a stent on Sunday since then I've been in so much pain and can barely freaking walk. I'm 34 weeks on Friday but ladies I'm so done being pregnant. I just need kind words and support please. My first daughter was born at exactly 37 weeks and I was hoping her sister would last longer but now I'm hoping that she comes at 37 exactly like her sister. Does that make me terrible and selfish? So done with the pain. )': I'm dilated to a 3 and 70% effaced.