Life is not fair. My sister and I were trying to get pregnant at the same time, but I lost my baby. Every time I see her I can’t help but be sad. She knows the gender, has a belly, feeling her baby kick, and is getting the nursery ready. I can’t help but think I would be doing all that stuff too. No one knows how bad I’m really hurting and how bad it hurts to see her..

Sorry I just need to vent..