pregnant with my second...it’s 4:30am and I’ve been awake since 2 bc I had to pee and I was hungry and baby was moving so much and I’m sick with a cold so I was feeling hot and then cold but still I tried to sleep for an hr but it didn’t work bc my mind keeps wandering and I’m just so so anxious now about this whole thing. How is labor and delicery gonna go? Will my vbac be a success?? Is baby head down? Will have to have another c section? How will I manage 2 kids? How will my older son react to a new baby? How will I be there for both of them? How will make sure they’re both safe? How will I handle the first weeks of waking every few hrs to feed? How will I be patient and have strength and not become depressed???? I’m so SO scared. Until yesterday I was excited and looking for cute clothes for baby non stop and thinking about a new little baby in the house but now I’m just so unsure and honestly I wanna cry bc I’m scared of how it’ll all go.

I would really appreciate some encouragement or some tips or anything to make me stop dwelling on the possibly negative and go back to thinking of all the good things that’ll come.

I’m really so scared of like the first 3-4 months bc I know those will be pretty hard. 😖😰