So I got what I thought was my period yesterday (on time), which in itself is upsetting as this would be our 11th cycle TTC, but upon closer inspection I think I may be having another miscarriage.

My “period” didn’t feel normal to begin with, and there are quite a few clots which I don’t ever get with my period.

I can’t be sure as I didn’t take a pregnancy test, and now seems like a waste of money, but I’m pretty certain that this is a very early miscarriage.

That’s 2 in 11 months and I’m trying to stay strong and keep going, but I’m just frustrated at how long it’s all taking 😔😔 I know some women have it worse than me and I know it’ll happen one day, and I need to try to relax, but as we all know, that is so much easier said than done.

We’ll be going to see a specialist after next cycle if nothing happens, but atm I’m just a little over it! To top it off I’ve had 3 pregnancy announcements from friends in the last week, and even though I’m extremely happy for them, I can’t help but wonder when that’ll be me!

Fingers crossed that I get my little monkeys soon!

Heaven: 2

Family: 0