Lonely 😞

Honestly I just needed to get this out of my system. I’m so alone right now and I’m really upset and I have no one to talk to because I have no friends and my boyfriend isn’t speaking to me right now. I’m just lost and I feel really lonely and it’s getting hard for me to not have negative thoughts or do anything crazy to myself. I’ve been dealing with depression for years and right now just feels like my lowest point. I really don’t know what to do guys! 😞