Slowly losing my mind

So this May will be 2 years that we’ve been trying. We did 6 rounds of clomid with no success, then were told we couldn’t do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> because we both carry cystic fibrosis, so we went straight to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Ivf</a> well even though our insurance covers 1 round we still have to front the cost of it. So we kinda just stopped everything with the doctors because of money. Well just as of yesterday my breast have been so sore just to even wear a sweater and af is due in around 5 days so I took a test aaaaaand BFN.. I know it’s early still but with sore breast like this I thought I’d get a positive 😭