Strictly pumping

Justine

Hi all! I need some help on this subject... my baby is 6 weeks old and I have been primarily breastfeeding but it is mentally very challenging for me and I believe I have breastfeeding aversion. So just yesterday I let her breastfeed in the morning for about 8 minutes till I got a bottle out for her. I do pump about 24 ounces a day and she does eat about 6-8 times a day and I give her a 4 ounce bottle each time.

What I’m really struggling with is the guilt of not wanting to breastfeed her anymore. It makes me feel k me a failure. I l be my baby so very much but I just can’t mentally do the breast anymore plus it takes 10 times for her to latch and she never stays latched more than 4 minutes.

I’m just struggling 😢