My toxic boyfriend wont let me leave him!! 😩

I’m in a very toxic and abusive relationship. We’ve been together for 3 years and I’m finally done! But he’s making me feel really bad about leaving. He’s pretending that nothing is happening when I have LITERALLY said I’m leaving him and moving out several times. Claims that he “loves me so much” and “he’s devastated” but treated me like dog shit throughout our relationship. The last bad encounter we had, he shoved me into the refrigerator and then told me he’s not abusive 😭

I’m putting a deposit down on a studio apartment today and he’s making me feel really bad... asking me for more time before he watches me pack my shit and leave. Asking me why I don’t want to be with him. Telling me I’m the love of his life. He cries to make me feel bad.

PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH TO ACTUALLY LEAVE THIS MAN 😭😩😭😩😭😩😭