To test or not to test

I’m 11dpo and I’m going crazy. I’ve been ttc 9 months and I’ve only tested TWICE in all that time as I usually hold out pretty strong and just wait for my period or until I’m late.

But today I want to test SO BAD. Should I just do it? I know you’re supposed to wait until morning, and that 11dpo is still early, but I just feel like I can’t wait.