One week ago today I was hospitalized at 7 weeks pregnant for a possible ectopic rupture. After 2 days/nights of close monitoring we were able to avoid surgery, which is a HUGE blessing! It was never officially determined an ectopic pregnancy and may have even been a normal, but painful, miscarriage (which would also be progress from where I was 1 year ago). I am so very thankful for my family and friends that have supported me not only this past week but also the past (almost 4) years. I am proud of how far I have come spiritually and emotionally during these dark times. My journey is far from over and I'm okay with that.

Pictured is my box full of positive pregnancy tests throughout the years. They are the only physical pieces of my children that I have left on this earth and they are my most treasured possessions. My sister Katie gave this box to me one year ago when I was trying to find a perfect place for my angels. It definitely is the perfect place. 💕

"I'll hold you in my heart until I hold you in Heaven" ❤ 👼👼👼👼👼❤