So.. scrolling through the posts and pictures here.. I'm getting anxious.. and really jealous.. (which ik is not healthy.. but.. 😭😭). Like.. the hair women have, and the skin, and the booty, the waist. How do they achieve it.? Is it all natural? Or am I missing something..? Some secret recipe known to all others? Or is it all expensive make up? And surgeries? And transplants? Or is it that I'm the unluckiest of them all? 😭😭 Ofc. This platform is not for me crying.. Instead, for connecting me with my body, and tk help me feel comfortable in my skin. Which is exactly what is not happening.

It's not that I don't want others to be happy.. its just.. I aspire to be perfect as well.. like them.. I want myself to be better than this particular current version.

😐😞

Had to went out somewhere...