At the top of the screen I’ve post my current cycle days for the month.

Me and my boyfriend have started trying to conceive our first child together and we’ve been going back and forth about when’s the best time to test. I’ve seen different time frames. I’ve heard i can test tomorrow morning at the earliest, test the first day of a missed period, and/or a week after missed period. I also stumbled across stories about HCG levels may not be high enough to test but, I’m so nervous and sad at the same time. I don’t have much to go off of like sore breast b|c, they have been getting sore for about 2-4 months now and we didn’t start TTC until about couple days before last month’s cycle. My last pregnancy was a shocker and i didn’t feel anything. I felt normal. Well two years ago i was in an abusive situation and had to make some tough decisions. I was taken to have an abortion. I guess what I’m trying to say is I’m worried. It’s been tough to live with and I’m hoping I’m psyching myself out. I want this baby (understand I wanted the last one as well) but, what if i messed myself up and can’t conceive😣 depression from outcome of my last situation and (last/only) abortion has weighed heavy on me for so long and i guess I’m concerned that I won’t be successful ever again in having another child. Please help!!