As excited as I was to finally be able to see my baby via ultrasound, I had a gut feeling that something would go wrong. This being my first baby, I kept telling myself it’s normal to feel fear and worry and kept praying my baby would grow healthy and strong. My very first prenatal visit, I find out my baby has no heartbeat. No cardiac activity, and I was measuring right where I was supposed to. Hurt doesn’t even describe what I felt. I felt heartbroken, angry, confused. Seeing my body change beautifully into becoming a mother to now getting news like this was devastating for me and my husband. After crying and accepting, we chose to take misoprostol to allow my body to miscarry, as I did not have any bleeding or cramping. I took misoprostol around 7pm and my body began to pass clots and severely bleed around 1am. It’s been a horrible experience. And I’m devastated. I saw my baby as I was miscarrying and I have no words as to how this all feels. I guess I came here for support & words of encouragement because I feel like I am falling apart. I miss my baby in my belly. 💔