Last month I was pregnant and my husband and I decided that we wear not going to tell anyone. At 6 weeks I felt the worst pain in my life and went to the ER. After 5 hrs and screaming as if I was in labor I found out that I had a ectopic pregnancy and my tube had ruptured. For the first few weeks home I felt num. I have cried and felt anger and loved and little by little I am starting to feel like my self again. My husband has been amazing threw all of it. We went threw two miscarriages and ectopic in one year. It’s hard when I look at my stomach and see my incisions healing and knowing that there is no baby but I am extremely thankful that I am alive and hear for my kids and husband. Life might not want me to have a baby for now so I am just taking everything day by day. No matter what you are going threw stay positive and know it’s ok to be broken at the same time.