My first pregnancy same time last year ended up with ectopic. I was so heartbroken and devastated with the thought of losing my baby and never even thought a pregnancy could end up like this. I was treated with methotrexate twice since my Hcg levels were not going down, by God’s grace all we’re managed without losing a tube.

My healing journey was long and difficult, We didn’t try right away because emotionally I wasn’t just ready, I came even to the point of depression. I was panicking on the thought on being pregnant again, the trauma and fears are just overwhelming.

I kept on praying, meditating on God’s words, went for long walks and outdoor exercises, listening to Christian music and just basking on God’s promises in my life and finally by God’s grace I was able to overcome my fears again.

When I got my positive earlier this month, an overwhelming peace and joy enveloped my heart, no more worries and fear because I know this time Im brave and ready to face whatever comes along after all being pregnant means I am blessed! Yesterday on my first doctor’s visit, my baby was quickly captured on the scan at the right spot at 4w4d, my doctor was so happy and I wanted to jump with joy. I don’t know, I just knew in my heart everything will be alright despite all the old symptoms Im still experiencing. God is always good.

My heart goes to all of you ladies who went through this ordeal but I want to tell you that there is hope, be kind and gentle to yourself. Healing may take time but it’ll be worth it. Never rush on ttc if you feel you’re not that ready yet, prepare yourself for the miracle that’s coming your way with a peaceful heart and joy that overflows. Keep praying and put your heart in the right perspective in this ttc journey- hopeful and grateful. Claim your miracle. I am a Christian and a bible verse says - those who trust in the Lord will never be put to Shame. Indeed, its proven true to me. God bless you ladies, its my prayer that May God grant your heart’s desires.