I’m a little bigger than my boyfriend. He’s not “small” but he isn’t big? He has some muscles considering he uses upper body strength for work BUT during sex he wants time to wrap my arms around him so he can pick me up and I’m really really scared about it , I’m scared he’ll either realize I’m too heavy and have to put me down and just get out of breath and I’ll feel horrible or I’m scared he’ll drop me. I kind of tense up when he tries to stop him from doing it and then blame it on I’ll be too loud in that certain position (we live with others) idk what to do. I try to be as explorative as possible but he really wants to do that