Hello everyone! Brief backstory: I have had 2 pregnancies. My first ended in miscarriage at 11 almost 12 weeks, and my second gave me my baby boy. My love for him is overflowing. He is my world, my reason for everything I do. Here recently, my fiance and I have been discussing ttc baby #2. This we agreed would be our last, unless something were to change later on down the road. Our baby is going on 10 months old and I just can not shake the guilt off my shoulders. How could I ever love another human being as much as I love him? What if we aren't giving him enough time for us to spend just with him? What if he resents us giving him a sibling? So many questions, so much guilt, a mommas heart that is so heavy.