Hello

Good morning/ evening.

I hope you don’t attack me and understand. I’m in a committed relationship with my SO and in two months it’ll be a year (so happy and excited).

Sometimes he sees girl and tell me they’re pretty and same goes for me so we’re okay of admitting other people are attractive.

But there’s a new guy he’s a friend and i see him every weekend. I kinda have i crush on him and i hate myself for it i wanna hate him rn. And yesterday i was trying to look for something to hate him but he’s really nice . I had a sexual dream about him. And i feel terrible that I thought of him that way. I don’t know what to do i hope it goes on it’s on. And if you’re gonna say I’m sure about my SO oh I’m so sure I’m in love with him deeply and I wouldn’t leave him for anyone. I’m just confused that i have a crush on the friend that didn’t seem to go. :( ?