I'm so scared

Sarah • -Advocate against Narcissistic Abuse and Childhood sexual abuse-

My bf is pretty big, and when we've had sex its been painful at some angles and the other day even though it was painful I let him continue because he looked close to orgasm. But in the middle of the night I woke up with the urge to pee and only could pee a little. Now that urge feeling hasn't gone away and I am getting so anxious and tired and scared.

What is this? Has anyone dealt with this? What do I do?