so my ex had recently apologized for being a cunt and not talking to me or giving me any kind of clarification when he broke up with me. i spent months and months trying to get over him. and he only apologizes now. saying he shut himself in. and one night, a few nights ago he seemed to want to meet up and talk, catch up, talk about life. but that night ended badly because i got upset because i don’t think he wants to get back together and that hurt me and i kind of freaked out saying “whatever.” and “i can’t talk to you anymore if we can’t be anything more” but now i really want us to see each other. i’m visiting my home town and he lives about 40 mins from here. and before the night ended badly he had mentioned that if he wasn’t busy this weekend he would tell me if he’s in town. now i don’t think he’s up for seeing me at all.. or talking based on what i said the other night. i kind of fucked up. and i don’t know what to do. because i’d really like to see him, and talk about the things we never got a chance to. please help ?