I just need to vent. I feel like I should just cancel my baby shower. I was so excited about it. Getting to see friends and family. Not even getting gifts for my baby just seeing people. But recently everybody seems to be saying they cant go. People who I went to their baby shower and babysat their kids for almost 5 years. My own family not even responding on whether they would come or not. I'm to the point that I don't care. But at the same time hurt. Im hurt that they can't even take an hour or two to come to something like this. I have gone to apmost every baby shower, birthday party, wedding, whatever it is for my dad's side of the family and they arent even willing to take time to come to my shower. I can promise you that they will never see my baby or anything unless it is in pictures on facebook. You cant take time to be apart of his life before he is even here then you dont get be apart of his life when he is here.