Not working out

Beta

Breastfeeding from day 1 has not been working out . Had a C-section and was throwing up & shaking for 7 hours after. Latched baby well but my milk didn’t come in for 3 days. My milk supply has sucked and I have to supplement or my baby will starve. She never did any of the cluster feeding bc she would fall asleep. I tried it all: 100 oz of water a day, oatmeal, tea, fenugreek, power pumping... NONE of it increased my supply. I pump an ounce at a time. When I latch her I can tell she still hungry. I AM DONE!! She’s now 8 weeks and I feel guilty but if I’m not making enough to satisfy I don’t see the point anymore. I do feel very guilty . Also jealous of all the girls making all this milk. I thank god my baby is healthy and growing. Just wanted to vent 🤷🏻‍♀️

J