I went in for my first MFM apt today and we didn’t get very good news and I’m in a state of sheer terror. I’ll start from the beginning. We found out we were having mo/di twins around 8 weeks. We were ecstatic and felt so blessed. At our 10 week scan, both babies were measuring 5 days earlier than they should have. Fast forward to today. Today was my 12 week scan with MFM and one had caught up completely while baby B grew two weeks worth but was still measuring a week behind. The doctor scared the crap out of us telling us to expect the worst and that TTTS was possibly the culprit here but the laser surgery can not be done until 16-20 weeks and I may lose my baby before then (they told me). I really haven’t been able to stop crying ever since. The doctor was a complete jerk. Our next apt is in another two weeks at 14 weeks with our OB and I feel like I can’t breathe anymore I’m so anxious and scared. Can anyone at all relate to this or anything similar? It would mean the world to me to hear your stories or advice.

Update: I should have told you guys that both babies had strong heartbeats at 150! This is the most frustrating thing in the world!!