So I am 17 years old and about to be a senior in high school. I know I’m expected to go to college and live a certain life, but I really don’t know if I want that. Ever since I’ve lost my virginity at 15, I’ve wanted a baby. Even now I pray that I’m pregnant every time my period is late. I know that all I want in life is to be a mom, even though that’s not a “practical” ambition in today’s world. Especially not for a 17 year old, my bf is 20 and thinks I’m crazy for wanting this now. A lot of people in my town are having babies right not and it makes me extremely jealous/ angry that that isn’t me. Has anyone else experienced this?