I feel like every time I’m finally producing an egg to drop. Few days before and after my husband doesn’t want to have sex even though we ARE trying. He’s telling me that he’s so excited and wants to do it. Can’t wait to have baby sex but then once we start doing it he can’t preform.

It makes me just so upset. We have amazing sex every other time except for the one week it actually matters to get pregnant! He came home and we were trying and he just couldn’t cum. I wanted to break down In tears that another month and he can’t preform this same week. I can’t say anything and flip out like I want to because that just causes a big fight. I don’t know what to do and I just needed to rant.

We have always wanted kids and have been talking about it for a year and a half. And started trying after his reversal in October.