Friends with Benefits trouble

I think i might have messed up big time with this guy. We’ve known each other for a year, dated on and off.

I messed up a few days ago, when he said he needed some days alone, and i just felt a bit hurt when he said that and I overreacted. Even though he tried to reassure me that he still likes me.

I think it was the PMS that made me overreact. And now i realize that i might come off as a psycho 😔 I apologized but he seems distant now. He said he doesn’t want to end our relationship and he would rather come and talk to me in person rather than talk in text.

I feel like i am being totally irrational but I don’t know if he’s busy with work or he went out of the country or he’s dating someone else on the side.

All of this has wrecked my sleep and i keep checking my phone for texts like a crazy person. I just feel uneasy all the time.

Is it possible that i’m starting to like him more than I should? 😔