"Infertile"

I've been waiting for this phone call from my ob nurse. Just wasn't expecting to hear theses words. I mean it's ok, really it is, it's just hard to hear especially for the first time. This is about all i heard through out the conversation. it tore at my hopes and dreams I've been planning for 2 yrs now, ttc for 1yr 3months. Just hearing that word..... it breaks you for a minute.I know it can happen on treatment and I know my dreams arent over but think about it, it's hard to hear that come to life.