Freaking out.

Raven

I find out Thursday if I have to be induced for low amniotic fluid. I'll be 36+6. I've been drinking water like crazy trying to keep it from being too low, but I can't stand not knowing. I also might end up with a c section anyway because of trauma from past surgeries. I absolutely hate that I can't have a birth plan because of all the variables. Yesterday I had what I think was a contraction. My left leg went numb, lower back and belly got so tight and hurt so bad it felt like I was being ripped in half. I couldn't do anything but sit there and shake uncontrollably. It lasted about a minute, and then I was perfectly fine. I've had nothing since. This is my first sticky baby and I'm just so scared of anything and everything going wrong.