How do you tell someone you love them but never make time for them.... consistently argue with them about dumb shit? How do you say you want to be with someone but your actions show the total opposite? 4 years and the shit is getting worse and more distant not better and building a life together. I left a shitty mentally abusive marriage where I was getting cheated on not to be in another relationship that leaves me unhappy.....

.... I am going to have to end it but I'm so tired of being strong and rebuilding .....and starting over.

Fuck it... forever alone!