So, I had Mirena for 4 1/2 years. I had pain during sex(unimaginable pain especially if I was on top), weight gain, moodiness, my periods stopped, and at one point I bled and cramped awfully for 4 days and was told at Planned Parenthood after the fact that it was likely a miscarriage because of the Mirena?

Then I got it removed after it shifted (not fun at ALL) February 13th, 2018. Hubs and I have been loosly trying since, except for the first month we used spermicide until I got a period again. So this makes 11 months now. But this month we tried OPK'S, and we saw positives and went ahead and gave it a shot.

Which is how we got where we are now. Yesterday we took a early result (up&up brand, blue dye) and got such a faint line we chalked it up as a negative. Then this morning a pink dye from Walmart and again, a very faint line, but this one darker than yesterday. My best friends all 3 of them see it. They even did the inverted picture thing and we can all faintly see it.

Now I'm utterly terrified to test. Now I think I might be pregnant when I've wanted it so much, I'm so scared to be let down. But I'm also scared it's going to be positive and I'll lose it. Basically I'm a scared, excited mess. My husband hasn't seen the pink dye test and won't until I take another and there's still a line.