Wrong guy, bad timing..

My boyfriend and I finally started ttc.. we just BD on the right days and guess what... last night he hit me. Threw me on the ground pulled me by my hair and smashed my iPhone to pieces. Is it selfish I'm praying this doesn't work? Either way I will love my baby with everything in me and raise it alone...but yes gone..charges were pressed and now it's a waiting game. 2 days past ovulation..