I’m 21 and I love being home.

I go to my fiancé’s Monday - Friday and get up at 4:30-5am to go home when he goes to work. ( sounds crazy but we only see each other at night on weekdays so I just end up staying even if I have work at 6am or class )

Well all I ask if for him to stay with me on weekends knowing that’s when I work the most and I love Sunday’s with my family. He don’t have any family around here.

Today he slept in till 4pm. Didn’t get anything done. I get off from a 10 hour shift just now it’s currently 10:33pm and I’m in bed and where is he? Not staying with me tonight. I’m sorry but I’m making a big deal out of this because I do so much to make sure I make time for him as in staying the night and leaving at 4am and he can’t stay with me on his off days when I have to be up and get ready tomorrow?

I’m highly upset. This happens every weekend to. The two days I ask him to stay with my family and me he might do once a week . And I’m tired of being over there all the time. Honestly . I’m fed up with this. I feel as if it wasn’t for me we would NEVER see each other. Like I’m sitting here crying because all he can do is scream at me over the phone. I been on my feet all day. I’m so tired. I want MY bed and my stuff to get ready for work tomorrow. I just don’t get it.

AND on my way home from work he said he’ll order food for us and he’ll be on the way soon well he changed his mind and wants to stay home and the food is at his house now and now I’m starving because I didn’t stop and get food.

I’m just aggravated and wanted to rant.