Sadness/embarrassment after abortion

I had an abortion on Jan 19th of this month by taking the abortion pill. I knew it had to be done and I don’t regret my decision because I know it was the best thing for me right now. However, I do get sad/embarrassed when I’m on social media and people totally degrade women who have had abortions and call them murderers, selfish etc. and talking about how they are horrible people. I know I’m not a bad person I just get really sad that not a lot of people seem to understand how selfless it is to make a really hard decision to save your child from a horrible life. Has anyone else experienced feeling embarrassed or sad when people you know are talking shit about women who had abortions and you’re one of the women.