Before we start I just want to say. I love my husband he is really great and supportive and he will be the best dad to our little girl.

Now saying that he has been so fucking annoying. He has been sick now for 3 weeks. After begging him to just go see a doctor. He went this week and came back with a truck load of medicine. Now I’m a naturally nurturing person. So I make sure the kettle is on and his coffee is made in the mornings before work. When I see him after he wakes up I always ask him how he slept, how his back is? And how his chest is. I always ask him if he would like help. I honestly just enjoy doing things for other people.

(He does too. But for anyone but me. Now I’m bearing the end of this pregnancy and well as you know I’m excited. Cannot wait 🙌🏻 have no idea what to expect but I trust myself enough to know I’ll do a good job. Also his mom is something special. and will help me if I need help. )

So why is he so grumpy? All he does is fight with me. He has been so incredibly agitated with me. I can’t say anything then he fights with me. I can’t do anything then he fights with me. I know I’ve been a bit of a grump lately, but I always apologize and tell him I’m just a little nervous and the baby coming. He says he is prepared but I don’t think so. I think is is scared aswel. We had plans to go to shopping today and out of nowhere he decides he will fight with me. Like I don’t want to put pants on either dumbass but we have to get food in the house so we can eat. And I need to get a baby car seat so why is this them end of the world for him? I know he might just be scared but honestly my feelings are constantly hurt and I know I’m hormonal and whatever. But it still hurts. It’s like he is always mad at me. ☹️ he is so selfish he’d rather do his own thing and I feel like I’m losing my best friend. I know it seems stupid but I just wish everything was back to normal and I could have my friend back.