So when I was at my aunts house I had found something that really let my nerves out. I painted a lot. It took me from a dark and gloomy world to whatever I wanted to feel or live. I never got old of it. I still love painting I just wish I had the time lol. Anyway Valentine's day is also a rough day for me. Mentioning that I am single af and now realize I actually wouldnt mind dating someone but I know it wouldnt work out. But also my father found out where we were staying and sent flowers and chocolate covered strawberries aswell as sending the same to my sister at work which she let him have a peice of her mind. I couldnt bare looking at it. The fact how if we were at the house he wouldn't have gotten us anything. Its like easter kind of. One year he had this Idea to make peep art. And so we went to the store to get peeps and when I started to decorate he was on his 4th beer. It shows that even when I was little as long as we were ther, actually as long as I was there he had nothing to worry about. Im gonna explain that in the next post tomorrow let me know what yall think rn.