So I am 21. Boyfriend 22.

High school sweethearts have been dating since we were 15. So that's roughly 6 years.

We are very much into each other and love each other and all that.

We are very much into sexual stuff and I am at a place in my life where I am very confident and comfortable in my skin and achievements. And because of that I've not once felt insecure or jealous in this relationship.

I don't check his phone or doubt him and neither does he.

Like, we give each other all the space that we need and respect each other's privacy.

I've allowed him to be sexually involved with other people if he wants because I am not the jealous or insecure types. So he initially was reluctant but he agreed. Though, till now he has no been with anyone and has only texted some women which I am very comfortable with.

Being sexually adventurous but not being able to do so cuz we started dating very early and never got the chance to explore our sexuality with other people( we are each other's first) . We agreed that we will try to fulfill each other's sex fantasies and so.

I am more than willing to do whatever that he wants to do. I've offered threesome, and what not.

But he says that he cannot do the same for me because he feel insecure and jealous and feels that some other guy will come and swoop me away. I've tried to make him understand that I love him and only him. I mean, we've been together for 6 years which included being in different school, then college and practically Living 2 hrs away from each other. But we have managed through that.

But he still feels insecure and I don't like that.

Because of that he says he is sorry but he can never help me to fulfill my sexual fantasies which involve other people.

I am not even mad or anything because I know what I am asking is not normal and what I am letting him do( being involved sexually with other women) is not normal.

Just wanted to vent. I suppose. Idk why I typed this.