I keep seeing these posts from people who are so excited to be pregnant, and have babies, both on here and from my friends on social media. I’m excited for y’all, I really am. But three days ago I found out my IUD failed me. I found out that I’m the 1 in 300 to get pregnant with a Skyla. I had my IUD out the next day and an ultrasound to make sure it was intrauterine, which it is. All I feel is fear. I don’t want this. I’m so not ready. My life is finally coming back together after everything went to hell last year. I am twenty years old, I cannot emotionally or financially support this baby. It sounds so so selfish but I have so many things I want to do. I love to travel. I like drinking alcohol. I love being able to get in my car and just drive until I hit water. This wasn’t supposed to happen yet. I’m so fucking scared.