I’ve never spoke about this so I’m sorry if it annoys anyone or anything like that..

Basically I came out of a really shitty relationship where my ex abused me mentally and physically.. one thing that really stuck with me was that he used to watch porn in front of me and tell me I weren’t enough for him sexually (bearing in mind that he was my first sexual partner whereas I weren’t his) and now I’m in an amazing relationship with someone who I know loves me to bits and says he really enjoys our sex and everything else (he doesn’t know anything about my ex because I’ve never been able to talk about it) .. but it’s a long distance relationship which doesn’t bother either of us but sometimes when I’m on call to him he will go and watch porn but I can’t help but feel really shit about it and self conscious and as if I’m not enough for him but I just don’t have it in me to tell him.. am I overreacting? Or being stupid or something? I don’t know if how I feel is wrong or pathetic or something? Thanks